carriewpd's Blog

They tell you in 30 seconds how good the med is for whats wrong, and then the next two minutes tell you what all the side affects are and how it can hurt or even kill you!!!!!

I have lost my job and to keep my insurance I will have to pay it my self1 I need meds, but without insurance, how do I pay for them. I need transportation but will loose the car because I have to pay rent and have a place to stay. Unemployment pay won't be a lot compared to the job, and that was a good paying job. I also need transportation to go apply for a job. I will be short of money, and won't have to go on a diet, because I won't be able to buy a lot of food and I will loose my phone and internet service because I won't be able to pay for them.
What am I to do. The Health insurance is gone, no hospital or sickness, without the phone how will I know if someone hires me? I won't be able to go anywhere, and heaven for bid, I going to look so bad because I won't be paying my share of taxes.
Now when these cuts that the R Republicans and Tea Party people want to pass, I won't be able to get anything! And I won't have a planned Parenthood to fall back on for services I really need. And getting a job will still be hard because there are never going to be as many as there was and with all the breaks Big Business has, as well as the rich have, they are never going to think of me!
Maybe the rich should be poor for a while, maybe they should have to go through life with all the disadvantages that some have. Maybe someone should shove that silver spoon down their throat! I wonder what they would think if they were poor. Would Paul Ryon live in these conditions?
I think its about time the newbies wake up and see you can't do everything at once. You don't go in and say this is the way its going to be when your new. They are acting stupid now. It will take time to undo most of what they (the Republicans )have caused!

This is fiction, just me thinking!

I am down this afternoon. I wanted to spend time with someone, and all they wanted to do was listen. It seems I make mistakes and everyone has to tell me. I am getting to know better then to make suggestions any more because, the first answer to them is a “no” or an alternative plan. Why open my mouth at all anymore! I pray sometimes my voice will disappear. I want to help, but how can I when no one listens, or is so stuck in their own way that they won't even try something new. I am not a talker, and when I talk I like to have someone talk back. If you are having a bad day I will keep quiet! But sometimes mine are bad too!
So today starts out perfect and then shot right down, but that's all right, what I was trying to say isn't important anyways.
People seem to get stuck in their own little mode and not give a dam about other people. Do it their way or else, don't ask me because I will go along with it. Maybe that's why its better to be quiet and shy, that way no one can say I got in the way, and I won't get blamed for anything. Let the others make the decisions because they want to and will anyways. And no use in suggesting, because they won't want to do it.
I give up, I will say no more.

I would really like to take this time th wish everyone on EP  a very Merry Christmas and the Happiest New Year.
 Friends, enimies, and all inbetween,  its Christmas and a loving time of the year.  And itt is nice to see so much being spread around.  For me it will be the happiest ever, because I willbe married to the best girl in the world. I will say I do and mean it foever.  Thank you all for the good times on here and for all, XO

Blue Eyes Crrying in the Rain,  Willy CANNOT go to Jail!!!!!!!!

This is a day when we give thanks for what we have.  For a few years I wondered what's the use, it wasn't going in the right direstion.  Now I find what I tell others as so true, you have to have patience, and it will go in the right direction.  Today I have the love of a wonderful girl that I will be marrying in a month, we have our own house and we will have her sister's family over to dinner this weekend.  We have room now, and can do that.  But tomorrow is dedicated to the less fortunate and we volunteer at a dinner for them.  I am also thankful for my ep sister and daugghter.  They are the world to me, friends forever.  So yes, I am very Thankful this year and I thank God for all the blessings He has given me

It never ceases to a maze me, how people really are. Politics is the thing now, and blame the worker there now for all that’s going wrong, forgetting that the ones that do the most complaining are the ones that voted NO for everything and had no offers of what might be better. So now you don’t want to vote, and tomorrow you will wonder why your choice didn’t win. If you don’t vote, then shut up, I don’t want to hear from you. All the billions of dollars that has been spent on campaigned with no thoughts that it could have been spent on the poor or homeless. I guess we are greedy, and insist things be our own way. The lies that come from politics, and the actions that some elected officials do, I guess it will never change. But electing extremist to office is not the right answer. Tax breaks for the rich who don’t pay any now rather then a Medical Care Bill that would help millions of less fortunate people. Well, I guess that how a few people see it. I for one would rather help people, and I don’t really care if the rich pay more tax, they will write it off some way. I shouldn’t complain, I guess I get that from the top, I should set back and enjoy my freedom, or what I have, and that’s another storey in itself. It would be so nice to have my coming marriage recognized in every State, but that’s asking for to much right now. So here I go, writing again and I said I wouldn’t. I’ll be like everyone else, and lie, a point I learned from a former President! 

 

I am taking this opportunity to tell everyone about me and what I expect from now on. After checking my mail and having to use the block many times, I want it to be know I am a girl in love with the most wonderful girl in the world, and we are going to be married on Christmas Eve. I want to be treated like a married woman with a responsibility to my girl. No pictures, no email address, no other info about me that’s private. I am human and have one downfall, and will control that but I will still play a little, and joke around. But also, I am the shy type, so I don’t do that a lot. That’s how I feel and I expect respect from all. I know I have that from my true friends here, and I thank them so much for that. 

Attention-Read This about me.

This is it, I am done , no more writing!

 

I can tell its almost November, because every time I turn on TV, there another campaign add. And its usually a strong one pointing out all the bad qualities of the challenger, no matter how many years it goes back, and they are usually taken out of content. They tell us how everything the person did was not for our benefit, and if they are elected, they will change things over night and we are suppose to believe them. And the bad part is that, there are many that do. There is NO way that you will change the whole outcome of History in your first term as an elected official. In my opinion we have many candidates, especially the Tea Party, that have no idea of what politics is all about, no experience, and not to many brains, going by what they have said. The Republicans want to remove all that has been done, but they still haven’t come up with how they will replace it. And what they have was tried in the former administration and proven not to work and caused a depression. We have to keep moving forward, and not backwards, and its going to cost! They don’t want big Government, but Big Business is alright. Maybe for them because they are rich, but not for us as we try to stay above water. You need big Government because Americans need to be told what has to be done, because we are greedy and want everything our way. Seat belt law is to save lives, so why do we need it, because some are too stupid to wear one.

I am tired of seeing the rich and big business always rule. The present administration has been aimed for the people and has tried to benefit the working people. The other has just sat there and voted NO on everything, with no good ideas, or at least new ones. Health insurance should be had by everyone. Don’t they realize that we pay for it anyways when they don’t. If we were all honest, there would be no fraud!

Bipartisan should be the thing, but it isn’t. Maybe there really isn’t anyone that could be elected that could be 100% right all the time, but the present administration is trying, and doing a good job.

I really can’t vote for someone who wants to do away with everything and start over, one who buys their way in, and one who doesn’t know about the Constitutional amendments. And what about the one in the Nazi suit! I think we should take a good close look at who we vote for this time around, because with bitter Tea, we will pay for it later!

Stepping off soap box, Bye!